Monday, 9 May 2011

Productive Morning

I am feeling so productive this morning!  It's only 11.09 and so far I have.....

  • got up
  • done my skin regime
  • fed the rabbits
  • had breakfast
  • filled out visa forms
  • filled out other forms
  • booked dental and optician appointments
  • Booked body attack
  • Tidied and hoovered my room
  • Put the dishwasher on
  • Tidied the kitchen
  • Put the washing machine on

Wow! It feels great to not put things off and just to GET THINGS DONE. That's what i'm all about today. No procastination, just getting things done.

Saturday, 7 May 2011

Too much Worrying


Yesterday was a funny kind of day. I felt a little strange not worrying about food. But then I was worrying. I was worrying about not worrying. And I think i'll be worrying about not worrying for a while. I think this is a natural phase to go through. I kept having this ongoing battle in my head between the side that said pick healthy foods and the side that said eat what you want. I tried so hard to listen to when I was hungry yesterday. I did ok. I only ate lunch and dinner. I bought a pizza and ate it with the bf. We watched a movie. He had already had dinner (you know how hungry boys are!), so he said the pizza was for me but I ate half and left the rest so he nibbled. We also had some sweets which I managed to enjoy but not stuff my face with. I just felt though that I was very concious of what I was doing. I felt a bit silly thinking so much.

Today I got up and knew I wasn't hungry. It was so hard to not eat breakfast out of habit. But I did some other things. Did some painting :) and then 2 hours later I discovered I was hungry. So I ate breakfast at 11 even although I have been up since 9ish. Progress.

I have some things to get done today. So i'll be back later.